Maybe, Maybe not Part TWO

It's been a long time since I last wrote the 1st part of this. This time I'll continue my story.

It was the end of my shift, there I was waiting for the elevator to come up, there was so many people waiting that time cause I got off to work on the time that is the end of shift of all the employee on that floor.

I stood near the fire hydrant with my earphones on, I'm always on shuffle when I'm using my music player. then it played. a song that she gave me, brings back memories so I didn't skipped the song and I'm enjoying the song so I listened to it. after that, another song from her played, yeah, 2 in a row that's bs but it happened then another, this time a song that only her friends knew cause it was a song from her friend that has a band. that song really brings back our memories, that song reminded me on how I got and accepted our game of chase. I did everything the book and my experience has to offer, I played the part of I don't care but I really do, I became the boy who tell all the sweet things just to please her, I did all her errands and favor that she asked me. I pretty much did everything for her. But at the end, all of those things means nothing at all. It's hard cause back then I really don't have someone who I can run to, to talk with, to be with. My friends really never asked me how's my life there in Cavite. no one really cares about me at that time. And at that time all I really had was her. I'm not really the type of person who'll mingle with everybody. I'm just a quiet boy at the corner observing peoples action and laugh at the flaws that I'm seeing. not that I'm an outcast or a loner, I just enjoy staring at people and observing things that they're doing.

then the elevator opened. I was on the 30th floor of our building and the elevator is full, we were like sardines packed in can but the we got down to the lobby fast, then the door opened. I saw a girl who's got the same hair color as her, at first I thought that she's her, but i got to my senses and I'm just imagining things. really, I really thought that it was her that time. I saw her face at that girl but when she passed by me her face changed. wtf, it's this kind of moment when you're thinking of a person and wanted to see her but you can't. (thanks for giving me this restraining order sis).

then as I walk to the bus stop I thought I saw her again, it was at the McDo. This girl stood there but I never saw her face, same height as her, same hair length and same hair color. I was stunned that time. and as I reach for my pack of cigarettes my sister called. then I answered it and the girl began to fade away into my thoughts.

I really thought at that time that she was that girl. I knew it by the way she move as she stood there at the front of McDo..

This time I'm really in a fucked up situation. why cause it's almost a year at that time when that happened. I don't really know why I keep on thinking about her all these time. I had a couple of dates these past few weeks and yes, I've been going out but I really never got the chance to do things or make those "hangout" be a date.

I think I'm still in love with her..