Hard Decisions

I have thought about this very recently and I still don't have the answer. I have shifted or changed my career and pursued my I.T. profession. yeah. I have been a Creative designer for 3months now and I'm still not sure what I really want. I thought that when I pursue my field of expertise I would be happy. but I'm not. I still don't know what do I want to do. My relatives had offered me to go abroad and stay at their place, My aunt had offered me to work for this Big Company that she had many connections to, My mom had told me that if I want to study she'll support me. My father, a man of few words told me that if I there's something I want to do I must do it so that I wont regret that in whole life. The point here is I have many options and with these options, I can't really decide what to do. They have given me a lot of things just to make me happy but they are making things not easy for me to decide what do I really want. I really want to go abroad just to experience how to live and work there, I really want to study again and choose what I really want, and I really want to work in a big company just to experience how to handle a team/department and show my leadership skills, But I'm still undecided. Now I don't know what do I need to do for me to get motivated. I'm so confused that I don't know what's the next move I'm gonna do. I want to leap to the next level but my instincts didn't want to do it. Maybe I'm afraid to do things because I know that by some point in time I will fail in my chosen path of career. I don't really know what to do now and I really don't think those are my best options. They really have given me good choices but I don't think I will excel on those things. I want to grow career wise and personal wise but I'm really afraid to fail everything. Now I really don't know what I really want to do. Given the circumstances that everyone is supporting what I will do for myself. I'm confused. I need to think straight now. and I need a break.