Just Having fun. For now.

You're so beautiful.

That's the only thing I said when we first met..

I met this girl in a social networking site. We exchanged messages. added and followed each other on our Social networking sites, Told jokes at night. Give advice to each other whenever we have a problem.

But.. we never exchanged phone numbers. why? maybe it spoils the fun. the excitement when we waited for each other to pop up on each chat messages, the email that will be sent to us that day. the tweets we must reply whenever we retweet each other statuses.

Then one day. out of the blue, she asked for my phone number cause she will be busy this coming month. well, It should've been me doing that but I'm not that guy who really likes to get numbers from some random strangers. shy? no, It's just I really don't do that. Getting numbers or Giving private and personal contact information is like giving your safety at risk.

So then It goes. we exchanged messages through text now. no more emails, no more tweets, no more chat messages. just plain text. we enjoyed talking to each other. we replied to each sms even if we were doing something. it's like getting a friend who's never gonna let you down.

A month have passed since we exchanged numbers. and then we got bored. You know, when you've been doing things for so long you'll get tired of it. and we got to the point when we were telling each other what we should and would not do. It becomes a relationship, a commitment.

Commitment.. that awful relationship when we restrict each other from doing things we like. that really is what I am avoiding right now. It's not that I don't want to take part of something huge here. It's just I don't want everything to fall apart. We built a relationship where we are open to each other. we tell our worst nightmare, we share our ups and down. We're pretty much a perfect representation of friendship. But everything must come to an end. We must decide whether we take it to the next level or remain like this and find another suitable partner in life. then we decided to meet up.

It was Saturday afternoon when I woke up. Didn't really know what to do that time. Then she sent me a message. "Let's meet up" that word clings to my mind. I felt this chill on my fingers and I began to panic cause I don't know what to do. told her where should we meet up and she replied quickly that I began to move around my room asking myself what to do. She said "Timog, 5pm, Starbucks." I said Okay, and she didn't replied. I did everything in an instant. feels like I began to be on an autopilot mode. next thing I know I am in my pants and shirt ready to go. It was 4pm++ at that time, and I'm gonna be late at our meet up.

I got there by 5:15pm. and saw her at the front table of starbucks. I was mesmerized. She had a short brown hair, white skin, braces and wears a tanktop and short. She was Hot. (Can't post her pic though she might get angry at me).

We talked, told how our day went and there's no awkward moment. feels like we've known each other for a long long time. We had drinks, we ate food and made fun of the people out there. we dubbed other people's conversation which is what I really do when I'm waiting for someone.

We really had a good time that day.

After that we had our dinner at Don Henrico's Timog. I told her Buffalo wings are the best and she told me that lasagna is one of her favorite (coincidence?). again we talked about our past, relationships, family, friends. then the moment of truth. we held hands exiting our way to the restaurant. but, sadly, we never talked what we had that day. we never asked what's the score between us. we never told each other "Let's take it to the next level".

Maybe we really don't want to get ahead of ourselves, Maybe we were just waiting for the perfect time. Maybe we really are meant to be like this. I really don't know what to do. And maybe she really don't know either..

But Maybe.. As long as we were happy and having fun. Who knows, Maybe, Just Maybe we will have to celebrate our anniversary someday. Just Maybe.


-areyouMAK