A Friend will never do that

What the eff is a friend? from http://dictionary.reference.com a friend is:
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4. a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5.( initial capital letter ) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker.

On http://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friend:
A friend is a person that someone likes or knows. People who are friends talk to each other and spend time together. They also help each other when they are in trouble. Friends are people that can be looked up to and trusted. A friend is one who admires a person's skill and helps or encourages them to make the right choices.
People sometimes call their closest friend their "best friend".
If a person become very good friends with someone of the opposite sex, they are called their boyfriend or girlfriend. This means that they like them very much, and have formed a relationship and have started dating. Women often use the word girlfriend when referring to their close female friends. If you have many things in common you refer to them as soul sisters. (I think this is for the female perception.)

for me? a friend is the a person that will understand you whatever the circumstances are.

I have ended all my connections to that kid, what i meant by connection is all of his mutual friends. i have ended it with them, so basically I'm gonna start my whole new life without them from now on. erasing all ties with them even though they were my only true friends that i have.

let me narrate what happened. it was friday night when he called me if i can go with them and i said i can follow them at the venue, it was our christmas party that day too so i need to stay at the venue. i called my friend back to confirm if it's sure that they'll be there at that time and said that yes so i told them that i'll try to follow after our party that day. then i got a text from a friend whom i like and told me that her friend didn't show up and i said i can hangout with her because i'm not that far from where she is waiting for her friend. then i called my friend that called me at our party that i can't come because i need to go with my other friend because she's alone and it's dangerous here in manila to drive all the way to her friends house. then my friend texted me "tang ina mo" (which is the english for A hole or something like that). i got offended of course and so told him in a well mannered way that i said i'll try to follow them there at 3am. after that he asked me if i can come and said "i can't, now this is the time for you to get mad at me, sorry for what happened" i know he's pissed off about that but i'm also pissed of on what he said to me that day.

then this day comes. this very moment when i opened my FB account, a saw his wall post saying "kung makapag wallpost akala mo sobrang gwapo e. akala mo ang daming babae e. puro wallpost lang wala namang maipakita." wtf. i know i shouldn't react on this BS but i can't help it. he's a mother effin' kid. if he's mad and angry of what i did to them last friday night he must tell that on my effin' face not post it in his wall. or he can post that on my wall and i'll be sure i'll like that wallpost.

I'm really furious right now and i want to punch that kid on the face. after everything i did for him. wtf.

from now on i won't regard him as a friend. for the rest of my life. seriously.

All in one day: Two jobs

I really can't imagine that i will have two jobs in one day. it's really not that easy to handle many things. at first i thought that it's okay cause i managed my schedule perfectly. the 1st job was in makati and my shift is 8am-5pm and after that i'll go to my other job that was in mandaluyong/shaw boulevard and my shift there is 7pm-4am. i got a lot of sleep cause i did my work on my 2nd job in the other company and in my 2nd job all i did was surf and sleep. (I'm getting paid to sleep LOL). but this week is different. we had a lot of things to discuss on both of my jobs. we did a lot of changes in one of the website that i am handling and the other one is training new employees to a technique that i did in my last company i had. i'm really burned out right now and i want to quit on one of my job. but the thing is there's an advantage on the other one and there's another advantages on the other too. what i don't like on both of my job is the shift. the morning shift is okay but it's a little too early for me the other one is too damn late and i can't chill with my friends because of that. but they share something in common. the girls. hahaha ! both of my jobs got this super hot chick and i can't stop looking at them. they're so hot i can't even touch them. hahaha ! on to the topic, what i did is wrong, i get full of myself and thought that i can do everything. so lesson learned for me here. the thing is now that i will let go of my other job, how can i support myself? it looks like i'll be going back home in my parents house just to cut all my expenses. plus i enrolled for this graduate school that i can't even attend to.. wtf ! so i'm really gonna let go of the other one..

and why did i get and accepted these two jobs? it's because of ........ :) seriously i want to get more busy so that i can't think of anything else. just work. but it ricochet back to me and i got more wasted, stressed and burned out..

so don't get two jobs.. unless one is home based and another one is company based. and never ever accept things that you cannot handle. you'll just get more effin' tired of everything.

All in one day: Movie Marathon

I woke up at 7:45am in a bright saturday morning and i can't think of anything that i can do. Then I've seen may filler of dvd's, guess what? i started my day with a movie. Since the theme for the week is Halloween, might as well play and watch some horror movies.

8:22am - 28 Days Later

a 2002 film which is directed by Danny Boyle (Slumdog Millionaire). The Protagonist of the story, Jim, who woke up in a coma and found out that there are no people in the hospital is confused. He searched for people who he can talk to and ask what happened to the city only to find out that people we're infected by the "Rage" virus. While searching for other survivors he approached an abandoned church which he ended up chased by the infected people. he was saved by the two survivors, Selena and Mark. That's when they told Jim that he was in coma for very long time and that day they accompanied Jim to his parents house. They went to Jim's house only to find out that her parents committed a suicide and decided to stay for a night. that night the mobs had seen Jim's light on the house and started rushing into it. Mark was cut and the infected blood rushed to his bloodstream, Selena quickly kills him and explained to Jim that Rage virus can infect and take effect after 20 seconds and in that short time you must kill it even if it is your friend. After leaving they met 2 other survivors Frank and Hannah. While on the road Frank was infected when a drop of blood falls into his eye, that time soldiers who have arrived killed Frank. Then they where escorted to the Facility where the radio is broadcasting. than abandoned church which is full of psychotic and infected people. while being chased a survivor throws a molotov cocktails and saved Jim from these psychotic mobs. Jim then met Selena and there they found a group of soldiers who where barricaded and have lots and unlimited supplies of food. there they stayed and that night Selena and Hannahwas forced to be raped by these Soldier while Jim was being prosecuted by the others. Jim escaped and plans to save Selena and Meagan. He lured all the infected people and goes back to the Facility and then releases the soldiers infected pet and kills them all but Jim was shot by the Captain of the squad and they rushed to a nearby hospital to treat his wounds. after that Jim woke up again in a bed with bandages and finds himself living with Selena and Hannah. by that time the pandemic was gone. and they we're rescued by a fighter jet that is patrolling in that area.

10:30++ - I am Legend

I Am Legend is a 2007 post-apocalyptic science fiction film directed by Francis Lawrence and starring Will Smith. I really like this film. actually I'm a one man team so i like movies with only 1 cast and surviving it all by himself. but this movie is not about surviving. Robert was a Soldier. His family crashed with another helicopter when they where going to a safe facility. He lived with his dog for a year. that time he hunts for Deers that migrated to the city and searched for food. He had a lab in his basement with lab rats to test his cure for the virus. he then trapped and got an infected one and found out a solution to the cure but the infected ones partner hunted him down and he was trapped just before sunset. he was then rescued by his dog and was died on his arms. then he decided to take revenge for it that's when a two survivors again, rescued him. he then woke up in his house and met the two survivors. later that night, a mob of infected ones have surrounded his house and started destroying their hideout. he then put the other two survivors to the basement porch of the house and gives them the cure for the disease. he then goes head on with the leader of the infected with a hand grenade sacrificing himself in the end. after that, the two survivors came to this facility where soldiers and other civilians we're living and gives the leader the antidote for the disease and tells them that Robert invented the cure.

12:00++ - Martyrs

a 2008 French-Canadian horror film written and directed by Pascal Laugier. It was first screened during the 2008 Cannes Film Festival at the Marché du Film. The film was released in France publicly on 3 September 2008. The film begins with a young girl, Lucie (Jessie Pham), as she escapes from a disused abattoir where she has been imprisoned and physically abused for a length. Fifteen years later, Lucie (Mylène Jampanoï) bursts into a seemingly normal family's home and kills them all with a shotgun. Lucie calls Anna (Morjana Alaoui) to tell her that she has finally found and killed the people responsible for her childhood abuse and requests her help in burying the bodies. Upon arriving, Anna is horrified at the carnage, and worries that Lucie may have murdered the wrong people. Anna later discovers the mother is still alive and tries to help her escape, but the two are discovered by Lucie, who bludgeons the mother to death. Lucie is again attacked by the scarred creature, but all Anna sees is Lucie banging her head against the wall and cutting herself with a knife; the 'creature' is nothing more than a psychological manifestation of Lucie's guilt for leaving behind another girl who was also imprisoned and tortured with her as a chill. Lucie tells the apparition that she killed its tormenters and that it can rest, but it has no effect. Lucie finally realizes that her insanity will never leave her and slits her throat. She dies in Anna's arms. The next day, after mourning her friend's death, Anna attempts to clean up the house and discovers a secret underground chamber. Imprisoned within is a horribly tortured woman, covered in scars with a strange metal contraption nailed to her head. While Anna attempts to care for her and clean her wounds, a group of strangers arrive and shoot the woman dead. Captured by the menacing newcomers, Anna meets their leader, an elderly lady only referred to as Mademoiselle (Catherine Bégin). She explains that she belongs to a secret society seeking to discover the secrets of the afterlife through the creation of "martyrs". Systematic acts of torture are inflicted upon young women in the belief that their suffering will result in a transcendental insight into the world beyond this one. So far, all of their attempts have failed, and they have only created "victims". Anna becomes their latest subject and is imprisoned in a chamber. After an unspecified period, during which she is repeatedly beaten and degraded, Anna hallucinates a conversation with Lucie, who tells her to "let go" so she won't be afraid any more. Soon after, Anna is told she has progressed further than any other test subject, and has reached the "final stage" and will suffer no more. Anna is taken to a surgeon and is flayed alive. She survives the procedure, entering a state that is described as being "euphoric" and likened to achieving transcendence. Mademoiselle arrives, eager to speak to Anna about her experience. Anna turns to her and whispers into her ear. Members of the society begin gathering at the house to learn of the insights Anna shared with Mademoiselle. As Mademoiselle prepares herself, a doubting member asks her if what Anna said was clear and precise. Mademoiselle replies that there is no room for interpretation, and asks him if he could imagine what comes after death. When he says no, she tells him to "keep doubting" and places a pistol in her mouth and shoots herself. An intertitle informs the audience that "martyr" is Greek for "witness".y period of time. No signs of sexual abuse are identified, and the perpetrators and their motivations remain a mystery. Lucie is placed in an orphanage, where she is befriended by a young girl named Anna (Erika Scott). Anna soon discovers that Lucie believes that she is constantly being terrorized by a ghoulish creature; a horrible, disfigured, emaciated woman (Isabelle Chasse) covered in scars. -Wikipedia (movies)

*This time I'm tired of these thriller movies so i watched a different genre of movie

2:30++ - Source Code

a 2011 movie that was Directed by Duncan Jones. A US Army helicopter pilot whose last memory is flying in Afghanistan, wakes up on a commuter train. However, he discovers that he has assumed the identity of another man. 8 minutes later, the train explodes and Stevens finds himself in some kind of pod. He then talks to someone named Goodwin, who tells him he has to go back and find out who the bomber is. He is sent back to go through the whole thing again and attempts to find who the bomber is but fails. The bomb goes off and Stevens finds himself in the pod again. He is sent back another time, yet still cannot find out anything. When he returns, he asks what is going on. Goodwin and Rutledge, the scientist in charge, tell him that he is part of a project that can put someone in another person's consciousness during the last 8 minutes of their life. Stevens then asks why he cannot just stop the bomb. He is told that he is not going back in time but placed in the moment so he can find out who the bomber is and if there are any other targets. On the side, Stevens finds himself falling for the woman traveling with him while he is still in the other man's consciousness.

I've finished watching by 4:00++pm and decided to stop watching movies and go on with my daily routine. That day I have watched these fantastic Movies and it feels great. This Sunday I might watch another movie and maybe invite some friends to come over and watch with me :)

OPM: What really happened..

OPM or "Original Pinoy Music" was first introduced in the late 80's. It was called in the late 70's Pinoy Rock/Garage music/Tunog Kalye. Back then, people were inspired in writing poems and making original chord progression. Chord Progression is the process of making rhythms by the use of every instruments (guitars, keyboard, drums and base are the basic instruments) and back then people were against plagiarism and copying of chord progression. artist like Francis M. is one of the people who's against with it but by the time he wrote his hit songs Kaleidoscope World and Friends, it's tunes and intro's were the same as The Beatles hit songs "Here, There, Everywhere" and "In my life" which made a ruckus on pinoy music stream, by that time sample/sampling was introduced. Sampling is using same chord progression of a hit song but made public and with the composer's approval. many artist back then was introduced and rises up to fame because of their unique and original compositions and chord progressions. Eraserheads was one of those bands and stayed on the minds of every Filipino today.

Today, OPM in my opinion is fading. most of the singer/bands are doing revivals and mostly these songs were a hit back then. what really bugs me is that they've been doing their own versions of it. i'm not against it but as you can see, reviving songs from the past is good and i know it's trending here in the phillipines but it's just for bars and pubs. why revive songs and send it as a proposal for a new album when you can just write your own song.

composers from late 80's were motivated because of new and aspiring musicians, they compete with their own and original compositions, rey valera, renz verano, ogie alcasid, ariel rivera and other ballad composers were competing with bands or tunog kalye genre like eraserheads, rivermaya, parokya ni edgar, the teeth, grin department and many more. back then our music industry was at it's peak. we even competed with other foreign artist and won it in our own language.

today, OPM is fading fast. i'm not saying it's because of other genres like hip hop/rap, kpop and jpop, pop and many more genres but it's because of us supporting piracy. top level composers are still motivated in writing original compositions but they are not financially motivated and it's because of piracy. they wont be risking their compositions for a label company because once it is out there it's easy to manipulate. composers were risking everything for us to see what's happening to our music scene. other bands were disbanding because they cant support their own lives just by living as a musicians. others stayed because they love and like to live it.

I'm not against any other genres, as i said to other people "Music connects people, kahit anung genre pa yan". it makes us connected. what I'm saying is we were connected by their songs and compositions. it's about time to give back to them and appreciate on what they have done to be heard.

SongMeanings: Here is Gone

Lyrics Meaning:

"You and I got somethin'

But it's all and then it's nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah"

Story: two person have this same connections, they had this same feeling for each other but one of them think it's just a fluke and got his/her defense up on guard. he/she thinks that the other one is not like the one for him and thought that he/she must be careful because he/she does not know if the other one is serious on what they have that time.

"And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah"

and one day they thought that if they'd be together, they would be very happy, and things would work just fine

"I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all"

But this time the other one thinks that of all people, why should he/she think that way of him. like he/she is just using the other one, and thought that he/she must make a move before it's too late but when he/she made that move the other one does not appreciate it at all. he/she is not interested on what the other one is doing for him/her.

"And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone"

Now the person who did those efforts for him/her is at loss. he/she wants to be free from what they had and wants to clear everything on what they had. he knows that the other person have some feelings for him/her but it THINK it's too late for now because he/she had given up on what they had back then. he/she wants to move on an go on with his/her life now.

"I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah"

He/She had told the other one that he/she got issues and he/she can't change that. He/She told the other one that they were never meant to be and it's best for them to broke up and pull everything off. because they were never meant for each other.

"And I don't need the fallout
Of the path that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here"

One of them doesn't want to be the reason of their broke up so he/she made up stories about them but either way he/she just want to move on even though his/her partner tells him/her that he/she would change everything and promises that everything will be alright again.

"I know it's out there
I know it's out there
And I can feel you falling"

Now that he/she is trying to move on with their lives he/she still thinks that he/she will find the right one. and still the other one is making it up for what because this time his/her partner thought that he/she is really in love with him/her.

"I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah"
Still hoping that the day would come when he/she will meet the right one for him/her that deserves what he/she have. he/she told and finalize everything for his/her partner that it's over this time and live his/her life now without each other by their sides.

NOTE: The point of this is that don't make rational and hasty decision, before going in and divulge into that relationship you must think everything first. know everything first, study and observe first cause it may not be the right time you both of you to be together. take sometime, know each other first. then if thing work out then take it to the next level.

ahhhh !! IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I WROTE AND UPDATED MY BLOG !! Been busy doing articles and other stuffs at the office. :D

Airheads: A Flavor of Candies

this is not just an ordinary candy bar. once you get a taste of it you'll crave for more. and there's many flavors to choose from. what i like most is lemonade and slammin' sour flavors. i once bought a couple of this back when i was still a kid. i remember i used to buy this from our school's canteen. i used to stretch it out first before i eat it or wrap it around between my fingers then lick it. the thing about airheads is that it is a tangy taffy like chewing candy- wiki said. you can stretch it, roll it or make a stick human figure from it. it's fun to play with it before you eat it. and the best part is when you ate it the flavor stays on your mouth and can last for a minute. even when you drink a water, you can still taste it's sour taste. today it's hard to find these candy in a neighborhood. not back then when every sari-sari store have these mini airheads with a flavor of lemonade, blue raspberry and cherry. today they are often sold at mall's candy shop stalls or at grocery store's counter with a wide range of flavors.

try one if you like. it'll lift you up to heaven i promise. they are somewhat like a feel good food for a person like me. and i don't know why but i like candies. hehe :) CANDIEEEEES !!

such an eyesore

these past few months i've been seeing those not too good things to be true. when i was walking in cubao (place here in the philippines) i saw these old guys dating younger girls. and when i say girls, literally girls. these girls are below 15yrs old and those men that i saw looks like in their late 30's. wtf.. yeah i like girls, they are cute. but not that young. i like women 1-2yrs younger than me but in this case it's a bit of disturbing. why? cause they're just a kid and they don't have a knowledge about what's love and what's not.

i know that i should not get into other people's business but wtf! it's a kid and you are 25+ older than them! this may sound like i'm being judgmental or something but from the way i saw it even if you turn the world upside down still that isn't right!

why chose a girl that is 25 yrs old younger than you? what's the point? because they can be easily fall for you? why not get a women the same age like you? wtf! PEDO!

sleeping disorders

today's not that great.. i have been awake for 42 hrs.. i don't know why but i can't sleep.. sabi nga ni mama masyado daw akong nagiisip, nagagaya na daw ako sa kanya.. well it's not that i have been thinking too much. ayaw lang talaga ng katawan ko matulog. anyway back to the topic. there are many sleeping disorders na d masyadong napapansin. most common sleeping order that people know is insomia.

Insomnia is a chronic difficulty in falling asleep and/or maintaining sleep when no other cause is found for these symptoms sabi sa wiki. as for my experience insomnia is a pain in the ass before sleeping. yup i experienced it since highscool. medyo on and off nga lang xa. hehe. another one that I've experienced is Bruxism. Bruxism is the form of grinding or clenching of sleep while sleeping. marami ng nagsasabe sa akin na ang weird ko daw matulog. I've been grinding my teeth while sleeping. tas nakakairita daw. hahaha! kasalanan ko ba eh tinabihan nyu akong matulog. :) so far that's the sleeping order that i have. i don't know what sleeping disorder is snoring but yes i snore. i snore louder than you will expect. sabe nila you snore because you are stressed or what. but i'm not stressed. sadyang nagsnore lng ako tingin ko. :)

my mom's a nurse so alam ni mama kung ilang oras dapat matulog ang isang tao. wiki said-

Sleep needs vary widely from person to person, but general guidelines are:

16 hours for infants

9 hours for teenagers

7-8 hours for adults

Keep in mind that some adults do fine with 5 hours of sleep and others need as many as 10 hours per night.

wala nman akong pake kung hanggang ilang oras ako makatulog. i just need to sleep if i feel doing it. why do we need a guideline for sleeping anyway? if you want to sleep for 10 hours then go. it doesn't matter if you oversleep. just keep in mind of your duties and responsibilities as a person. kung may gagawin ka ng araw na un be a man and don't forget to do it. :) tulad ko.. la pa akong tulog.. hehe..

Night shift..

i'm used to be awake at night time. i maybe a nocturnal person cause i'm very active at night. i hangout with my friends at their house, i chill in the most diverse places here in manila and stay awake while watching tv till sunrise. but when i experienced it while working i can say that time flies so fast, so fast that i didn't even noticed that it's the end of my shift. then i realized that it's just like a day shift but you can't go to any place except for fast foods and 24/7 convenient stores. i've seen a lot of people hangout at the entrance of our building, smoking, eating and talking to each other, it's like that they don't see each other at their office or maybe they don't talk to each other while working. the best part is when i'm going home. i saw a lot of people. with FRESH FACES! wtf. but all in all i do like to work at that time of the day. i can do anything while working.

and for a fresh brewed coffee that our coffee brewer is making. ahhh that smell.. i wont forget that ! hahaha ! anyway GOOD NIGHT !

it's been an hour today.

i woke up with this feeling of something would happen this day. it's 3:04pm when i woke up. i thought i would not open my desktop today. why? cause i want to do something else. then when i go to our sala, i saw my people in the room. yep, they are my people. cause i'm the king in the house, hahaha ! they've been talking about life's hardships, and they've been crying. wtf! crying. my tita told me that i must find a suitable partner, someone who will understand me for everything that i'm doing. she knows how broad my mind is so she said that get someone who's broader than me in thinking. i don't know why she said that but i don't care. then my friend texted me, she's been angry with me, i wont tell what's the cause. then i plead my innocence to what crime i did. but it's no use. so there it goes. i got irritated today. wtf. so i opened my desktop which is not in my plan today. when i was browsing the web and my fb page i'm noticing everything. from the school that my friends went in, what did they took up on college to the career path they've chose. wtf.. why do you get am I.T. program course and end up working in a hotel? why? wtf. then i saw tumbler. yep i do blogging. but i don't get what's the point in re-blogging on tumbler? why don't people using tumbler take their own picture and post it on tumbler? why re-blog? why? then my big sister came, looking for my psp. i didn't saw my psp for a week and she's been using that these past week. so i get mad and told her not to use my gadgets anymore.(sorry ate i didn't mean to yell at you, SORRY! :D) then i saw our monthly bill. wtf, why did they just give it to me today when my money is budgeted only for 2 weeks in the office? wtf.. and all of that happened in just an hour. wtf! what's happening to me? WHATS HAPPENING TO ME?! I've got so many dispute in myself today!

blogging for a cause

people think that i blog because i just want someone to notice me. nope, i blog because i love to write things. if you're gonna go to my fb page "facebook.com/8thsin" you will see that i've been updating my status every minute.. why? because i want to tell something. it's my way for a feel good experience. whenever there's something troubling my mind i express myself verbally and vocally. why? because i want to let it out inside of me. if i just sit down and don't tell what i want to say i'll just blow up and nothing can stop me if i go on berserk mode. even my mom want me to tell her whats bothering me. why? cause she knows that if i kept those inside of me ill just tell all my problems are and believe me, i have so many problems than an ordinary single person have. i blow up and i don't care if the person whom im telling my problem might be offended or what. it's just me. so bear with me. that's why i decided to create my own blogsite. why? to release my stress. to have a freedom of expression and not offend others.

that's all.. and just so you know.. i dont want to be played or whatsoever. i dont like people who take advantage on other people. i've experienced it and yes it is very annoying. arghh !

my PET mikko :)

i have been thinking of having a new pet. it's been a year since i got chico, my dog and she's been very calm these days. she's been doing nothing this past few months and i think she's bored. i did everything i could so that she wont feel bored in our house but it's useless. so i come up with a new solution. buy a new pet :)

this is my 1st choice. a beagle.

beagle is one of the active dog breeds. he runs, he jumps, he plays and he's adorable. but it needs to be in a cool place. and sometimes it's too active you can't stop him from doing what he's doing. so i tried to search for a possible seller then i come up with this dog breed.

the basset hound.

basset hounds are scent hounds or what they call hunting hounds. they are a breed of dogs that's good for hunting down rabbits. i know he's cute and it's the best pets for children. yeah children. i'm still a kid. only in the inside.. hehe.. so i tried to contact the seller. but i saw something on the exotic section of the site.

the leopard gecko.

i really dont like reptiles. cause they are weird creatures. but i read a section of the forums that you can breed leopard geckos and get a unique and one of a kind color for them. plus it's cheaper than dogs. and you can feed them anything. hehe. so i have made up my mind to breed geckos. and my first gecko. mikko. he's a Mack Snow Snake Eyes Eclipse Leopard Gecko.

mikko is very curious in his new home. he walks across his aquarium and jumps like a big reptile going for the kill. he likes to eat grasshoppers and flies. i tried to feed him cockroaches but he don't like the taste, he puked. hehe. he's so cute and easy to carry. and chico likes him so much he always watch mikko in his aquarium. hehe.

so i have 2 pets now. a brown labrador named CHICO which i love so much and MIKKO a leopard gecko. WELCOME TO THE FAMILY MIKKO :)

a little less sixteen, a little more touch me

Lyrics:

I confess, I messed up
Dropping "I'm sorry"s like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
Hey, kid, you'll never live this down

And you're just the girl
All the boys wanna dance with
And I'm just the boy
Who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's
Porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said
"Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, "What are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her"
I set my clocks early
'Cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me
'Cause, darling, what do you expect?
I'm just off, a lost cause
A long shot
Don't even take this bet

You can make all the moves
You can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right

I'm sleeping on your folk's
Porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said
"Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, "What are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her"
I set my clocks early
'Cause I know I'm always late

(Always on, always on)
You said you'd keep me honest
(Always on, always on)
But I won't call you on it
(Always on, always on)

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, "What are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her"
I set my clocks early
'Cause I know I'm always late
I set my clocks early
'Cause I know I'm always late

this is one of the Fall Out Boy's song that hits me bigtime.

the title a little less sixteen, a little more touch me is originally called or titled "A little less Molly Ringwald, A little more Samantha Fox" Molly Ringwald is from the movie "Sixteen Candles" F.O.B.'s favorite movie and Samantha Fox is the singer that sang the song "Touch Me"

the song is about teenage romance. the boy is too sweet, caring, and always act cute with his girl (a little less sixteen) but can't do anything in front of the girl that's why he had to be more aggressive (a little more touch me). he messed up with her girl and want to fix thing with her but it's to late cause the girl don't want to (i confess, im messed up dropping "I'm sorry's like you're still around") he probably messed up their date or something important to them (and i know you're dressed up hey kid, you'll never live this down).

the girl is too much popular or other guys wants to be with her (you're just the girl all the boys wanna dance with) that's why he always backs out if he had a chance cause he's scared if he did something wrong (i'm just a boy who had too many chances). he messed up with her because he's very careful of his actions and he want's to make amends that's why he sets a date or he goes to where she might pass by (I'm sleeping on you're folks porch again, dreaming) but she doesn't want to fix everything with him and avoids him because she's too angry for what happened to them (she said, she said, she said, why don't you just drop dead).

he hates and didn't like what the girl's attitude or what she's doing but he accepted the fact that she's like that cause he can't do anything about it (I don't blame you for being you but you can't blame me for hating it) but he wants to fix it so he thinks that if he kissed her while they were arguing it will be alright again (so say, "what are you waiting for" kiss her, kiss her) but realized that it's too late, if he had just did it in the first place everything will be back to normal and will be alright again with them, if he had just did it that time. (i set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late).

so he wants her to forget him because he's not like what other guys do, he's playing too safe because he doesn't want to be a fool in front of her (write me off, give up on me cause, darling, what do you expect?) cause he's still learning what to do for them and thinking what should he do if she's like that. he's still observing her actions and thinks what would he do if she gets angry or mad. he wants to be with her forever but he's still adjusting for her. (I'm just off, a lost cause. a long shot dont even take this bet) she can do anything and everything cause she's popular, she can always find someone for her but he can only look at her and sigh because he's so sorry and wants to fix everything (you can make all the move you can take all the spotlights, but i get the sighs and the moans just right).

this is just my opinion to the song.

rainy day syndrome

it's been raining in a week here in cavite and as usual, with my type of personality when it rains, it's harder to get up in the bed. yeah, i know everybody's having a hard time getting up in the bed and for me it's a burden.

when it's cold my stomach aches, my mood changes and the only thing i want to do is have a hot coffee in a cup but i can't cause i have a problem with my stomach.

this morning i woke up at 7am in the morning. i hear the raindrops falling in my roof and my kapitbahay doing their laundry. then i asked myself, how the hell did they get up this morning?

why can they get up in their beds? how can they do that?

thinking an answer to that i fell asleep again.

then i woke up because my alarm's ringing. it's 8am that time and i felt like i need to get up but my body's not responding.

is this the rainy day syndrome? you can't get up, you cant think of anything and you fell asleep thinking of nothing.

i don't know but i'm experiencing it. hahaha !

Flashbacks

today i've been browsing my fb profile. while i was browsing i saw my ex's post and comments. yeah this might be so emo but i need to tell someone about this.

there's this post that she told me that she's tinatamad magtext. i told her that we should just go to skype for us to talk but she insisted not to. yeah i know that's bullshit that your girl dont want to talk to you, that means she's not that into you. yeah.

what really pisses me off is that i think i did all i can and give her my all but it looks like she does not appreciate it at all.

why do you girls do that every time? you really piss guys so often and don't even admit what you have done? then don't even appreciate what we have done for you girls. i might offend girls but that's really what is happening in a relationship, or she's just like that?

i really don't get it. she never texted me or replied to my text. when she texted or contacted me she needs something from me. wtf?! that sucks. hahahaha. bigtime.

i got over it but it flashed back to me when i saw that post.

damn. it hurts. hahahaha ! but that's in the past.

i moved on. i just remembered everything she have done to me.

hahaha ! that's all. i just need to write this, i dont want to suppress my feelings. cause it will hurt more. haha..

goodmorning! KARAOKE

i woke up this morning hearing a familiar voice in a karaoke machine outside. at first i thought it was my friend that was singing so i shouted "Tang ina! ang ingay!". i was joking so when i opened my window i saw my kapitbahay singing. i was ashamed of what i have said so told my kapitbahay "lupet mu kumanta ah" following with a laugh.

this past few days i have been going to everyone's houses and sang in the karaoke. my favorite song is half-crazy (Freestyle Version) and I'll be over you by Toto.

i like to sing but singing hates me. haha.. my voice is not good. really. but they said that we pinoys love to sing. as all country said to us, our race have a happy personality. singing is in our blood even if our voice is bad. hahaha !

karaoke was invented by the japanese, yep i will admit it but it was us who first conceptualized it. in 1960+ pinoys have this lowtech minus one that plays on the stereo. in those era they created a new trend in singing. japanese then created a device that plays and records it's performance. it doesn't have these lyrics appearing on a television sets. it's just like what we have in that era. that's what i know so far. we conceptualized they did the device.

people really love to sing. everyone love to sing. like what i am posting on my facebook account "Music connects people whatever genre it is"

today, here in the philippines. music trend is not that strong. bands have disbanded, artist are going overseas to promote themselves, and we fans are left out. in my opinion, we did this to ourselves. not that we don't support filipino artist but it is because of the lack of confidence to fully support our artist. but there's always an upcoming artist/band that will take the limelight. and i just hope that those artist/band will have the will to be strong. it sucks to see your idol band be disbanded for a simple reason. but eventhough they're disbanded. they're music will not be forgotten. thanks for the KARAOKE MACHINE :)

Tagaytay Escapade

it was 4am when i received a text message from my friend that she is going to tagaytay with her friend. i usually don't reply to a text message in the middle of my sleeping time but when i saw her text message that she's near pala pala which is near to my place here in cavite. i replied and told her to wait for me and i'm on my way. that time i didn't care whether the water is cold or what am i gonna wear so i just run to the bathroom, got a quick shower and get dressed as fast as i can. then my friend texted me that they will just come to my place cause of the time. it's too early to go to tagaytay that time and you cannot see the beautiful spots there when it's dark. so i said that they should stay at my place and just go after my shift so that i could come with them. so they arrived at my place. they didn't care whether my place is at a mess. hahaha.. luckily i cleaned my room that day before i went to sleep.

as i said it was 4am that day and i have to go to work at 8am so i just let them in and i went on to sleep wearing pants and shirt for work. (pretty useful though) hehe :)

it was lunch time when they woke up. they texted me that i must come back to my place cause they cooked something special. as i arrived at my place i saw that they've used my rice cooker as a frying pan. hahaha ! what did they cooked is a can of spam. (that's the special thing that they have cooked?) i thought it was my favorite dish like sinigang or tinola, but i didn't mind it cause it's a spam. and spam is one of the greatest canned goods for me.. hahaha. so i bought some coke float for them just to say that i appreciated what did they do for our lunch and went back to the office.

when i got back to the office. i realized that it was thursday that day and thursday for me was like an all in one busy day for our department. it was our deadline day, meeting day, and daily task reporting day. so i went on to do those things and after that i checked my watch and saw that it was already 6pm. WTF ! it's already dark outside and we were not gonna enjoy tagaytay. so i went home.

let's just skip that part cause they've been sleeping that time. just use your imagination what happened that time. hahaha.

so we went to tagaytay and it's so dark we didn't know where the hell are we that time. so we walked on the road. it was cold that night and i felt the breeze straight to my bones. but it was a once in a lifetime experience. i never walked in tagaytay when we go there. we were on the car and just strolling to whatever we saw there. whenever the road takes us. that day i was fun. we talked while walking (one of my favorite thing to do) laugh so hard because of her friend. hahaha.

and was pissed to know that the restaurant that we usually go to is too far. hahaha.

so we arrived at the restaurant. by the way, the restaurant's name is GREEN ATS.

this is one of the best restaurants in tagaytay. i don't know why but for me it's the best.

the view in this place is extraordinary. you could see taal and taal lake in full details. and pagcor building that is glowing and blinking because of the fog. but we felt something strange to this restaurant. it is full of dwarf statues and an ethnic figurines so we thought it was creepy but it's okay for us. we we're starving that night because we walked so far. haha.

we can't decide on what to order that day. there's too many to chose from. so i started to tell them how great their bulalo was. then they ordered chopsuey and grilled pork.

our order we're served after 30 mins of waiting.

after eating there we went to go to the place we usually go to after strolling. there were many bar and restaurants there. we chilled and took a break on everything. we talked about what makes us stressed that day and how fun to have an adventure like that on tagaytay.

it was a fun experience. even though we didn't saw all the good spots in tagaytay we still enjoyed going there. the fog is thick, it was cold and creepy, it was an awesome experience!

i told them that we should do that again but it should be when the sun is still up next time. hahaha!

then we went to my place and stayed all day there before we went back to manila.

another way for an INTRODUCTION

I introduced myself as an SEO Specialist on my other post. i forgot to tell what do i do when i get bored or if i'm off on my work. i have a lot of friends. i visit them on my off. yep. i visit them all in different places. hahaha :D i don't know why but i like to do that. i want to see my friends everyday. when i'm with my friends i don't care what will happen next. and i don't want to know.. hahahaha. well i don't usually get along with everybody. cause they misinterpret what i'm doing for them. they took me for granted (awwww but that's true) and it's ok with me. as long as i'm happy in what i am doing. seriously. :D

Do i date someone? no. why? because i forgot how to date a girl. hahahaha !!

there's this girl i dated for almost 3yrs. we became lovers. but after 7mos we broke up. (i know you're not supposed to date a girl for a year but i enjoyed courting her) it didn't work cause i fall out. i can do everything but if i get tired of doing that thing over and over again i quit. even though i loved that girl so much. after that girl i dated again. who is she? she's the one. hahaha (cheesy right?) but it didn't work out again. why? cause i fall out again. hahaha.. i don't know why but i get tired easily with those thing i'm doing repeatedly or with the situation that's happening everytime. well i know that it's me who have that problem but i tried to divert things and ,i changed for us. but if my partner is like a child that don't know what she wants for us. well go to hell and rot there ! hahaha ! (bitter)

I'm an open minded person. if you tell me something i analyze that in a good way and in a bad way. everything have a reason. so i can tell you what is good and what is bad.

You can do anything to me. beat me up, call me names, all those crap you put me through wont make me hate you. why? cause hating is for kids. hahaha.. you can't hate a person if they told you that you're a fag or you're a bad person cause that's their opinion. you know yourself better than anyone else except your mom. :D

hmm.. that's it for now. i feel like doing this whenever i have something in my mind. haha.. i like to write cause i can express myself. i like to talk. haha. my mom said that i always talk and it makes her more agitated or irritated with me. so instead of talking or telling someone what's on my mind i'll just write, no more talking anymore mom :D

well that's it. i'll just post whenever i have my free time. till then :D

Introduction

Hi Everyone ! I'm Mark. This is my 1st time doing a blog so please bear with me. hehe :D I'm a Marketing Manager for a Solution Company and I'm handling SEO for them

I have a degree on Information Technology and i know it's hard to to believe that I'm in a Marketing Department of our company. It first started when i'm just an intern for the position in Web Design and i got the job. And then i got to this project in advertising and propose that it's not convenient to do a manual advertising like fliers and brochures. I thought that Internet Marketing is good because everyone is using the Internet as their basis for information around the globe.

That's when i started doing some Email blasting for our company's Product. But sad to say it is not that successful. I never thought of using what I learned about SEO in college cause' i really didn't focus on that when I'm studying. I like to design not to post links to every social bookmarking sites and Authority sites. but that day comes when i think of something that will Market our Products so I decided to study SEO again.

Yep SEO or SEARCH ENGINE OPTIMIZATION.

SEO/SEARCH ENGINE OPTIMIZATION is an organic way to put your Website/Webpage when searching on Search Engines like Google, Yahoo and Bing. There's really no technique or stable algorithm when ranking a Website/Webpage said by Google but everything on the web helps you to Optimize your website. It's really up to you on how you do it.

First is DO YOUR ON PAGE/ON SITE SEO. Yep you must do this in order for search engines spiders to easily crawl into your Website. Meta tags really helps you increase the chance that your website gets indexed in search engines. but google doesn't really care for some Meta Tags now cause people like me abuse the power of Meta tags today.. hehe.. :D and there's this ALT TAG for images. I really advice not to use one keyword on each image's Alt tag. although i don't have any news about abusing Alt tags by using one keyword on all your images but I advise not to do this cause it's such a waste if you have 10 images that's directing only to one keyword. Spread your keywords on this. this really helps you to get a traffic and backlinks on this.

Now for the Great Part ! OFF PAGE SEO. This is what the power of Spamming is all about. Yep ! SPAMMING ! I know it's really bad to spam on other people's post and websites but it's a good way to get a backlink and traffic for your website. and i know people will react on this if they saw OFF PAGE AND SPAM in one category but yes all we do is spam on other peoples webpages. don't get mad on me. get mad on the people who invented the word SPAM. :D even if you post a related keyword or content on other peoples work it's still considered a spam for me. why? because you did it on purpose. you post something on other peoples website/blogs and all you care about is promoting your website. you really don't care what the blog or website is all about. all you care is some backlink for your website. am i right? :D yeah i know I'm mean but let's be honest here. we do this to create a backlink not to be touched by someone's article and blog post. if your asking me if i read articles and blog before i place my link at the comment box I'll answer you with IT DEPENDS. It depends if the blog or articles catches my eye. If it's interesting yep i will read it first and maybe have a chat on one of the people who comments on it. but if it is somewhat boring at the first part. I'll just place my link there then go on with my life. :D

AND THEN LET'S MOVE ON :D (I've been telling you what I'm really doing when I get bored at my work and life. it's not my fault, i love to read :D)

There's this WHITEHAT and BLACKHAT in SEO. Whitehat SEO is the natural way of getting backlinks and traffic for you website. there's really not much to explain cause it's the NATURAL WAY. no questions asked here.

and then Blackhat, people say that we must avoid this technique and i really don't know why. why? really? you'll ask me why? as i said to you about Off page we're spamming. and spamming is really bad and then Blackhat is really bad. then what else you want me to say about this? hehe. seriously avoid this cause when search engines find out that you are using this technique your website will be banned. really, you'll get banned. just remember or find an article about BMW and GOOGLE and you'll know what i mean. :D

I guess i'll just post something again whenever i get a free time. This is too much for an introduction really. hehe...

SO UNTIL NEXT TIME. :D