Independence: It's not my thing

It seems like everytime I write something here on my blog I'm always saying that "It's been a long time since I wrote something". I'm literally don't have time, being independent and alone is hard. I have been living by myself for 6 or 7 months now. It's hard to support myself, now I know what my parents hardships. I need to pay my own bills, make food for myself, eat by myself, watch movies by myself and anything that you can integrate "by myself" with. It's hard, I miss my friends (I don't have time to go out now). I thought I can have all the time I want when I got off the roof from my parents. but it isn't. I have been working all day, from day to day, why? from the day I woke up, to the next day because of my officework and my freelance job. I'm the head of our department now. Handling writers and other employees, plus my freelance job, I still handle people but they don't need to be monitored by me because we know what to do in our field of work.